Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Musings of a Journey




Musings of a Journey

This part of the campus is actually beautiful and this is good for I shall be spending coming 4 years of my life perhaps making history in the building behind me...
This was a thought on a bright August morning as I sat appreciating the dappled hues of green on the hill behind the clock tower and staring occasionally at its reflection in the pond in front of me. Albeit, it was not solitary, it came along with the wonderful stirring of the nature lover inside me and a whimpering realization that the concrete bench under me might still be wet with the morning dew. A few months ago, a professor in the Physics department at Cotton College had asked me what I envisioned to do with my future and my instantaneous reply was either of Computer or Chemical Engineering. Unsurprisingly, I had a little idea about each of the two fields and not the slightest hint that I will be standing here, yet undecided if this is the best choice for my future. But then the dreamer in me tells me: How will it be a future if you know all about it?
So this is how my life in Chemical Engineering at AEC began. Again unsurprisingly, with some dreams that were, well, not totally wingless, aspirations that seem so immature now, and for the sake of honesty, my admission that I had no real clue what I was going to do! Yet when I look back now, I smile with content that I began my journey with the enthusiasm of an optimist.
To be able to take a step back in time and relive my life at AEC was the strong motivation to do what I am doing now (writing). And having suppressed the urge to write: “Reminiscences- My life at AEC”, in the title section of this article, I think I am ready to move ahead.
It is interesting that we spent the first two semesters at AEC practically travelling through the campus, trotting from one class room to another at its other end. But the most memories are from the remaining time that was spent in our Chemical Engineering building. The early morning bus rides to campus were followed by a practically regular trip to the terrace to enjoy the view of Deepor Beel before classes for the day began. With some fun, some argument and a little mischief, some problems were solved, some exams were conquered and some awards were won as each semester rolled on. I sincerely thank all my friends and classmates because in some way or another you all have been a part of the fun and/or learning experiences that those four years brought me. Whether it was hauling the massive solar dryer for our first term project, (that I hope with utmost sincerity, my group has not forgotten), or refinery internship, performing at the Department freshers/farewell night, or running after a friend who had collected my marksheet before I even looked at it: each experience had a distinct flavor yet each memory brings the same smile to my face today.
From un-notified class quizzes to his crisp remark about how I could not get the first rank in class and to his rare appreciation that some class notes were publishable; I now realize that I subtly admire Dr. Makhan Lal Das Sir's very 'different' way of inspiring us to excel.
My favorite two memories during life at the Department are quite contrasting. First, enacting the role of Runjun mam (I was thrilled that I ‘the nerd' was chosen to play the role of the best dressed and most admired lady!) for our classic skit. And second, walking through a large hall filled with hundreds of people from different departments at Gauhati University, to collect my ‘Best Lady Graduate’ award.
There are several stories I have in my mind, some sweet and short, some sour and therefore long but now each of them tells just one story, that of life and its learning experiences. My life at Chemical Engineering, AEC taught me a lot, although it took me a while to realize it did. I also realize that we often fail to show enough appreciation for the wonderful people who come to teach us and the other wonderful human beings around us. Today, I want to express my perhaps unexpressed gratitude to each and every faculty member and all my friends and class mates. Thank you.
From Chemical Engineering at AEC, my journey that had just begun, progressed with  my Masters' at IIT Guwahati and continues with  my PhD in Chemical Engineering at University of Houston, sometimes gliding over and sometimes bumping against hurdles yet surely carrying along everything that the four years I am writing about have taught me. Life has taken different turns ever since and is on an ever extending roller coaster ride every day. Yet some things never change....
Several years ago, I was working late in the night to complete my last minute drafting of engineering drawing assignments or preparing for the exam tomorrow. Today, I put my 2 year old to bed, fall half asleep with her but then start working late in the night to write what I had promised myself and a friend to finish. And hope that it is not too late for my journey called Chemical Engineering at AEC to make it to the Souvenir that celebrates 50 years of creating many memories like and unlike mine.